i forced myself to write something on a Sunday by andrewmackey, literature
Literature
i forced myself to write something on a Sunday
The definition of insanity:
Who has who locked up in what cage-
Not to bog you down with the logistics
Youre enjoying spaghetti with your
Woman and
Watching NASCAR-
"Goddamn!Take smaller bites"
She says.
And laughs.
You blush.
I say:
"Did you ever wonder if they're putting cancer in this stuff? I mean the FDA stands for food AND drug administration. Why put the two together except to poison us and sell the cure back!"
She picks at her noodles and twists them onto her trident.
"Aren't you the one always saying death doesn't matter- were all gonna get there, somehow?"
Fuck. Well, she's got your card now, buddy.
More and more o
i had to force myself to write something. by andrewmackey, literature
Literature
i had to force myself to write something.
Sitting of the edge of my bed
At Mt father's house
Lighter on the sheets
Next to me
A pipe crafted of a soda can
Aluminum foil
Stained with the burnt remains
Of an opiate
-looks like ashes melting.
My dealer lets me trade
Stolen gel pens
For drugs.
I shoplifted 200 of them
from the art store.
What a fucking deal!
i used to always get off to this porno. by andrewmackey, literature
Literature
i used to always get off to this porno.
It's just another night
full of whores and thieves
a hangnail moon, catching
Space and it's nothingness by a stray thread
splitting the cuticle
bleeding entire galaxies
and gasses out of its strange wounds
And here I stand-
A infinitesimal speck
in a smudge of a town
That will gladly
give a man his money
At the price of everything else.
I shudder at the thought of some alien race that hasn't evolved any further than us.
It would
I've made a terrible mistake
Wandering into third
ward
Looking for
some glass
Some ice
Crystal clear
In every physical
sense, at least.
You're a
fucking dummy
The wards don't
peddle
meth, you fool.
A minds a terrible
thing
to use.
And that
moment when I
resort to asking stranger's
where to get
crack
-Or anything mind altering
The fuck is
wrong with you?
A flock of
justifications
Dropping white shit
from
Trees and
wires.
A flock of them.
The fuck are you doing?
I need to
borrow somebody's stem
This is being spontaneous
And girls like that right?
Crack is alright.
It just doesn't
last long
enough
The rush sure is som
My heart vacations in the dark waters
Rings of battle scars
Rings of tumultuous beauty
My heart swims away
The shallow shores hold no depth
Therefore my heart swims away
To darker waters
To a place where its sorrow
Cannot find breath
does the breathe of the fly ever mangle the spiders web?
is the doorknob ever a part of a knock knock joke?
is american blood the new black- for two cents an ounce?
will the reciept be killed
to tie up a loose end?
in the village of jaded mouths,
do quiet whispers
-spoken in unison-
create anything more than a number?
does the tree with more rings have any more consciousness
than a stick?
recovery and redemption are not one in the same by andrewmackey, literature
Literature
recovery and redemption are not one in the same
hello,
my name is ronny and im an addict.
And that's fine, I suppose the burden is
A bit much at times,
But, your saying
the O N L Y way to remain abstinent is
to be
forced to watch my true love get
screwed by a rubber dick (more prodigious in girth than your toy of fragile skin)
and while I can't even touch myself for this would be
an old behavior.
So this?
become imagining a future without her wet spot? And to a soundtrack of
m
i forced myself to write something on a Sunday by andrewmackey, literature
Literature
i forced myself to write something on a Sunday
The definition of insanity:
Who has who locked up in what cage-
Not to bog you down with the logistics
Youre enjoying spaghetti with your
Woman and
Watching NASCAR-
"Goddamn!Take smaller bites"
She says.
And laughs.
You blush.
I say:
"Did you ever wonder if they're putting cancer in this stuff? I mean the FDA stands for food AND drug administration. Why put the two together except to poison us and sell the cure back!"
She picks at her noodles and twists them onto her trident.
"Aren't you the one always saying death doesn't matter- were all gonna get there, somehow?"
Fuck. Well, she's got your card now, buddy.
More and more o
i had to force myself to write something. by andrewmackey, literature
Literature
i had to force myself to write something.
Sitting of the edge of my bed
At Mt father's house
Lighter on the sheets
Next to me
A pipe crafted of a soda can
Aluminum foil
Stained with the burnt remains
Of an opiate
-looks like ashes melting.
My dealer lets me trade
Stolen gel pens
For drugs.
I shoplifted 200 of them
from the art store.
What a fucking deal!
i used to always get off to this porno. by andrewmackey, literature
Literature
i used to always get off to this porno.
It's just another night
full of whores and thieves
a hangnail moon, catching
Space and it's nothingness by a stray thread
splitting the cuticle
bleeding entire galaxies
and gasses out of its strange wounds
And here I stand-
A infinitesimal speck
in a smudge of a town
That will gladly
give a man his money
At the price of everything else.
I shudder at the thought of some alien race that hasn't evolved any further than us.
It would
I've made a terrible mistake
Wandering into third
ward
Looking for
some glass
Some ice
Crystal clear
In every physical
sense, at least.
You're a
fucking dummy
The wards don't
peddle
meth, you fool.
A minds a terrible
thing
to use.
And that
moment when I
resort to asking stranger's
where to get
crack
-Or anything mind altering
The fuck is
wrong with you?
A flock of
justifications
Dropping white shit
from
Trees and
wires.
A flock of them.
The fuck are you doing?
I need to
borrow somebody's stem
This is being spontaneous
And girls like that right?
Crack is alright.
It just doesn't
last long
enough
The rush sure is som
My heart vacations in the dark waters
Rings of battle scars
Rings of tumultuous beauty
My heart swims away
The shallow shores hold no depth
Therefore my heart swims away
To darker waters
To a place where its sorrow
Cannot find breath
does the breathe of the fly ever mangle the spiders web?
is the doorknob ever a part of a knock knock joke?
is american blood the new black- for two cents an ounce?
will the reciept be killed
to tie up a loose end?
in the village of jaded mouths,
do quiet whispers
-spoken in unison-
create anything more than a number?
does the tree with more rings have any more consciousness
than a stick?
recovery and redemption are not one in the same by andrewmackey, literature
Literature
recovery and redemption are not one in the same
hello,
my name is ronny and im an addict.
And that's fine, I suppose the burden is
A bit much at times,
But, your saying
the O N L Y way to remain abstinent is
to be
forced to watch my true love get
screwed by a rubber dick (more prodigious in girth than your toy of fragile skin)
and while I can't even touch myself for this would be
an old behavior.
So this?
become imagining a future without her wet spot? And to a soundtrack of
m
They traveled out east
at the edge of the sink
while the sun crept west
toward the soft harbor lights.
They dripped from the ceiling
like heavy-love dreams.
And hid from the moonlight
as she growled like the sea.
They spun 'round your fingers
and tusseled your hair.
Coiled on paper
and carried conversations…
…
There were always shadows here, darling.
Tired beautiful cold things that filled the bed.
Froze the sheets,
and threw open the windows.
They don't breathe in slumber
but nest like memories…
…
I think they loved you more than I did.
Drive by shooting,
beat box graffiti art
Indian ink tear, tattoo eye's
written across the face
A street poet, road side scholar
A modern day vigilante, tagged philosophy
Freedom of expression, sign art
Held up, at the drug store
Over the counter,
a contemporary movement
Mime art, a pistol culture
Girl with the incandescent eye's
Pearl earring , trapped inside the bell jar
The ballad of reading Gaol by Oscar Wilde
A renaissance man, roman scholar
at the steps of the Sistine chapel
hempstead road has a way of
poisoning a mans swagger
like a hundred missed shots of smack
it makes my back hunch over
and my pockets swallow my hands
daylight is gentrifying the dark sky
the stars find affordable living east
and the cars in the traffic seem lost
drifting
drifting
drifting
over priced tumbleweeds of
paint and twisted metal
sliding down my sunglasses
i wish (to myself)
that keeping to the middle
of the yellow lines
was as easy for me
as it is for the rest of the general population
the ones that dont meet their friends in county jail
the ones that are terrified of kaylynn because she has H
suppose
i find myself in aisle 6
looking at the diapers
and then the garment section
looking at ties
suppose​ i cant find the face
of the rope
without the knot to guide me
suppose
im forced to determine my face
by the frayed end
suppose
my blood pedals backwards
my organs are seen on my sleeve
or suppose im being dramatic
ive become so used to the whale
of fear beaching its bloated
body across the golden shores
of my wonder years
suppose also
these years have left me with so little to wonder about
except when they will end.
transparency began and ended in front of the mirror
for a length of sound
and if you would simply open your
generations ears with a crowbar or gentrification or the prison industrial complex or the war on drugs or donald trump
you might be able to smoothen the foreheads of gods
or at least be thrilled by the color contrast of the last few sunsets
in history.
im not saying im perfect
like some wise sage stranded in a desolate graveyard of unborn child dreams
i havent seen myself in two weeks
but at least
im childish enough
to dream.
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